I LOVE YOU GUYS!

happy new year CHS & PU

im  right now because i have a terrible stomach ache and was looking forward to crawling into my bed and passing out except, as per usual my brother is in my bed.  it just gets me crazy because even at school i have my own bed, and then i come home and i dont.  any other night i would just go in my bed, even with him in it, but i feel sick and i want my own bed damnit.  of course im not rational/sane about it and turn on all the lights and rip the TV out of the wall (the reason he is in there) and the little thing doesnt even wake up! the horrors of it! i come online to vent all my anger to nick and hes not on, grrr.  hes probably enjoying the comforts of his bed alone, haha that wasnt hostility, just kiddin .   i did fun things the past two days but im pissed so i wont ruin them.  this is a pic from prom so roe can see my dress.  miss you rosie

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

my birthday eve kicked ass.  we went to biddy earlies with the girls (echo roe kim jo) and the guys (jedd, jason, brian, noel).  it was so much fun.  i dont even know what to say about it except it was fun. oh yeah, at 12 they all sang happy birthday to me and i was trying to hide because it was embarrassing, oh yeah then all random people that i dont know were coming up to me being like "are you linds?" - not lindsey but 'linds' but anyways i was like ya and they were like happy birthday! haha it was so nice to feel special for the night!  then when we got home roe and echo gave me their birthday presents :) i love you girl, and rin's too even tho she wasnt there!  then when i was gonna take a shower at 3 o'clock in the morning Lawernce had his two hoe's in our lounge and they wanted to take a picture with me! hahah.  so me and echo took a shower together, it was like a scene from the little mermaid, ok it wasnt but the aroma placed us in that atmosphere.  "under the sea". 

tues night my fam came in for dinner and they met roe and my grandma ate off her plate!! quality family dinner right there. 

wed maggie (our next door neighbor) cursed out roe, and like the derranged children we are, started laughing.  me roe and kim did some dirrtay  stuff while roe took her final - baarrrffff.  it was fun tho.  missin you girls like whoa.

monday, monday....

i kind of freaked out since i wrote last.  finals and all that stuff made me have a little anxiety, like im sure it did to everyone else & i ended up going home to get better this weekend, thursday night to be exact.  i was really happy cause i saw leanne a couple times and she is always the right person to be there for me when i go crazy, she is 1/3 mom, 1/3 doctor and 1/3 best friend.  i just cannot do without her in my life!  my mom and nick were LIFE SAVORS, they really helped me out with my eng/his final which turned out so great!  it was even fun playing it...twice! hehe.  this sounds SO cheezy but everyday i love nick more and more.  it is such a pleasure to be with him, i wish it never had to end...

im really glad to be back at school.  today i relaxed with roe in our normal positions.  she just kinda freaked about the caf, which i totally understand, it sucks!!! but im in such a great mood nothing can bring me down.  i was sad that when i came here today i found out Carina had already left, but i wish her and charlie all the happiness this vacation, be good!!  tonight we are going out with floor 8, and some other people to celebrate 1 semester down as well as my birthday.  im getting so sad that i have to leave roe and echo for more than a month!!!  in the past 4 months they've become like my little sheltered puppies [lol] & we've had amazing talks and nights out.  it seems like yesterday it was the first day we went to MVP with all those crazy memories... rememeber when i fell ? heheheeh

peace out till then....

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